
NUR
AINI SULAIMAN ♥
temasek
polytechnic
s
tudent
information technology
nineteen 88 ♥
♥♥
dun expect too much
from me
ENJOYS endless walking
i want: to wake up really late on SATURDAY and SUNDAY
i eat: banana, pisang goreng, banana split, kerepek pisang, pengat pisang & banana leaf
i hate: alarm clock, handphones and sleeping w/o the radio turned on
i love: walking and people that love me
i can't: cook
i can:hardly make a decision
i drink: water (fullstop)
i live for: my future
i wish: for a long and healthy life for every single person i know
i play: a fool
you are: my rival, my friend, my family & my lover
so: erm..let's have breakfast together? Ohh, maybe lunch?
Sunday, May 17 at 4:43 AM
A Blurred Vision
Out of focus, completely unmotivated and....unsure. That’s what i am. There is no sense of urgency and the need to achieve something. My daily rush against time only reflects in the theory of symbolic interactionist. Where have all the good times gone? Mark talked about something that i have stopped thinking about. He asked the class, “How many of you have chosen IT as your first choice...?” Many denied and that was my answer too.
And i have forgotten totally about my planned strategy when i entered the school : I will request for a transfer of course on the April intake. That was what i said to Ramizah when i was finally enrolled into TP. But then im still here doing programming each day. I guess, im really comfortable with what surrounds me and i dun wanna make any changes at all. But Mark made me realised that this is not the area i wanna dive in. It is not a career choice that i would take up. Though he said that there are possibilities for a transfer ........... i just couldn’t see it. The April intake classes have begun in full swing on it’s lects and tuts. And the term test is just round the corner.....
....and he talked about transfer.....
what was Mark talking about???
Ugh! I cant stop thinking about it. The voices within me are screaming. And i just want them to shu-tt uPP..
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